I'm sorry...
For being that investment that just did not work out...
For not earning my own bread... and for not being capable of getting that jewellery I don't need but must wear because people will speak ill of you.
For not being the wonderful person you thought you deserved...
For thinking for a moment that you were happy with what I was... for not being what you wished I were...
For being a burden that you wish you could send off in style...
For actually thinking you gave a damn when in the end you confided in me yet, I find myself unable to.
For being the pathetic, weird, silly, stupid ingrate that you accuse me of being.... for being me.
I truly am... Sorry.
For being that investment that just did not work out...
For not earning my own bread... and for not being capable of getting that jewellery I don't need but must wear because people will speak ill of you.
For not being the wonderful person you thought you deserved...
For thinking for a moment that you were happy with what I was... for not being what you wished I were...
For being a burden that you wish you could send off in style...
For actually thinking you gave a damn when in the end you confided in me yet, I find myself unable to.
For being the pathetic, weird, silly, stupid ingrate that you accuse me of being.... for being me.
I truly am... Sorry.
i completely understood and truly agree! found my voice in it . Likewise. and yeah pat!
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